i know that it's the attitude that counts... not the grades... i really want to earn that A... God's not going to give it to me. that's why i want an attitude from God where i WANT to learn, and that will make things so much easier. so when i went into Chemistry 2A, i didn't go in thinking that it's just a buncha chemicals, i went in thinking that i'm studying God's awesome design and structure for objects. therein lies the problem now... with that change of angle, it doesn't make it seem better if i'm not getting an A, cause then i'll be lamenting "I'm flunking God 2A!!!" heh heh... but yeah God... give me that attitude.

worship involves 2 things... the outward and inward. the outward is your appearance and what you do, the inward, your attitude. with only the outward comes legalism. on the other hand, if you really had an attitude for glorifying God on the inside, it WOULD be reflected by your outside... often our reluctance to show our attitude on the outside is more due to our fear than our style. but people don't realize this, and they need to be reschooled to learn this. also, a worship session is much more different from a concert... whereas a concert has musicians performing for many, a worship session has many people performing for one... in that case, the audience is as much a performer as the musicians on stage. also keep in mind that worship is the very nature of our obeying God, and how we should follow him. God also expects you to worship him with all your strength. finally, true worship often involves a sacrifice.

more to add later... should eat.