me: heh heh; if your watch is stupid, then get a smart one; duh
alice: haha
alice: but i like the way it looks
alice: its permanently 3 hours fast
me: oh that makes everything better :-)
alice: its like nonadjustable or something
alice: at least its EXACTLy 3 hours fast
alice: not like 3 hours and 34 minutes
me: >o<
me: have you considered going digital?
alice: ehh
alice: those are ugly
me: at least my ugly, digital watch is ON TIME :-)
me: can't beat that
alice: haha well you see
alice: what i do is turn it 90 degrees counterclockwise
alice: read the hour hand
alice: then turn it back
me: haha
alice: and read the minutes
me: i just wanna see how you react when ppl ask you "do you have the time?"

the pitfall of capitalism is that someone will always be poor... the pitfall of communism is that it will never work as long as human nature is selfish...

decided to reorganize my list of bible verses at the top; felt by making them links to the verses it'd save some space... and it does...

what else... added the xiaoxiaomovie link to the various categories... xiaoxiao is a series of shockwave films of animated stick figure fighting... sounds boring right? not until you take a look; the movies look very close to a fictional martial arts fight... i give author huge props...

wow... it's raining in davis... and i thought of all places davis weather was normal(i thought that cause davis IS a farmer's land, and very environmental-conscious)

lesse... chem lab today... guitar, etc, blahblahblah...

whoa... wes' school was on lockdown yesterday cause someone brought a bb gun...

*sigh* outta dried fruit and fresh clothes... maybe expect to try looking at the Davis Farmer's Market tomorrow... one thing's for certain though; i'm gonna have to wash my clothes...

gonna break out my guitar tomorrow... no doubt...

God,
i find myself stuck the mud
like as before only now i've understood
like i've talked the talked
but can't walk the walk
if one thing i pray tonight
it's that you don't let me outta your sight
it's all about my strength within
help me to utilize my self-control,
amen

haha... joe played cs w/us for the 1st time! heh heh it was funny watching how he played... the way he snipes up-close ppl; the crosshair goes all over the place :D but i was surprised that he got a couple of sniper rifle kills on others... a lotta stuff that i would've done when i started playing @tap, i saw him do :D like full-trigger on the automatic weapons, or running with your primary weapon, etc... but it was fun, and i can tell he's learning fast... even likes the ak47 and m4a1 the best too.

clement also played w/us! heh heh and i snuck up to tim and knifed him while he was sniping from behind! hah hah(like that's ever gonna happen again) what else... i killed tim while he was talking! heh heh... then he said he was talking... heh heh... can't talk and shoot at the same time eh tim?

btw i did the newbiest thing today; aztec, i'm a T; bomb's planted, so i'm dealing with a couple of CTs and thins out to me killing 1, by then it's just me and a CT... i look at the bomb and there's a person over it, but i thought it was a T guarding the bomb... so the CT ends up defusing the bomb, and i end up being called a newbie... can't beat that... seriously, most terrible mistake i've ever made.

THIS cracked me up so much... it's old, but yeah... it's chris rock... can't beat that...

also... try THIS; it's Wu Tang Financial :D

boourns on the suns for beating the warriors... yay for the wizards on beating the heat...

expecting a guitar jam session tomorrow to rekindle what i was, and what i want to be...

wow... tim duncan gets the award for southwest's "high flyer of the week"! i didn't know he could do an alleyoop... maybe the spurs aren't so boring after all... pretty talented player...

gonna play some guitar friday, mostly sat though... that's assuming i don't go to the MSM retreat this weekend... about 7/10 chance i won't...

us bball team's gonna be pretty good; t-mac, bibby... ai... duncan...can't beat that...

laker fans are pretty stupid and suck up a lot... fobs just go to games to watch yao ming, they prob don't even know anybody else... so lakers w/ rockets games would be hilarious then eh? :D

me: next time rockets vs. lakers, pretend you're a fob :-)
me: if you're w/any laker fans :-)
sam: ()()
sam: 0

heh heh heh...

me: i remember when i went to the arcades @UCD; some guy was playing showtime and was using lakers; kobe and shaq
me: i was so tempted to join in as a warrior and kick his ass :-)
sam: haha you should've

...maybe i will the next time i'm at our arcade... i will always keep some tokens on hand then, heh heh

you suck lakers... you suck even more laker fans...

many things in this world aren't good or bad; they're neutral, and it's up to us not to let them get the best of us in order for them to be good... however, even if some things do get the best of you, that doesn't automatically make them bad... like school; school's a test to see what you've got...

the more i know, the stronger i get...

haha... i thought it was weird how laura's sn said she couldn't talk cause she was playing cpu games... so here's what happened after she came back after i threw a blurb:
laura: hahaha that wasnt me
laura: haha my friend was wreaking havoc
laura: haha
laura: on my sn
laura: DOh
me: haha...
laura: hahaha
me: oh ok... good... you're still laura
me: at least the laura i know
laura: hahah
me: i was thinking, "laura playing cpu games... this doesn't seem like her"
laura: hehe

me: btw i think UCD has some type of mahjong tourney coming up :-)
laura: whoa
laura: niice
me: haha... come up and wreck house! :-)
me: bring lydia along :-)
laura: hahahah
laura: lyda would kick butt
laura: hehehe
laura: i wish i could
laura: ya
me: hahahaha.... tru dat

i know i'm not the only one w/a guitar in my dorm building, just the only one w/an electric guitar w/a multitude of pedals :D the guy living next to my dorm has an electric guitar, then there's the girls on the 1st floor who play guitar and sing at the same time... i guess i should just be myself... i'm just afraid, that's all... i don't want THIS to die... my talent... God gives you something to use, and if you don't use it, he's gonna take it away...

i wonder what jews who have become christians go about the jewish holidays? do they celebrate them? they might do this cause it's their background, just like how we celebrate 4th of july as part of our american heritage. do they not? they might do this cause they're now christian, and it's unnecessary... i guess it's mainly up to them, but any takers on thoughts about this?

my nba underdog playoff count:
wizards are -2 behind the bucks for #8(i wonder how wizards are gonna fair when mj leaves... prob worse obviously, but i'm mainly wondering is, who's gonna step it up? stackhouse obviously, but who else? brown? lou? wizards seem so much like the the bulls right now to me; buncha fresh, young inexperienced players... the only difference is mj is on the team)
warriors are -3 behind the suns for #8... cmon guys, step it up! it's right there! keep that winning streak goin!

someday when i have the blingbling, i'm gonna buy another electric guitar, and this one's gonna specifically be used for when i need to play 1/2 step down, drop C#, that way i won't have to continuously retune my fender... maybe the pegs are worn out cause of that...

new verse for me to keep in mind:
1 Corinthians 8:13
Therefore, if what I eat causes my brother to fall into sin, I will never eat meat again, so that I will not cause him to fall.
(this is the verse that explains whether or not something is good or bad; i'm sure you have a lotta questions about what is good or bad in modern-day world; well, just apply the context of this verse)

"everything that i am you have given me; the lessons that i learn are bringing me home... YOU CAN'T BRING ME DOWN CAUSE I'M GOING HOME!!!" -12 Stones

evanescence's "everybody's fool" is an awesome song... too bad all the versions of the song that i've dl'd are corrupted, because all of them have these weird operator dial tones and scratching sounds on them... ah well...

i need to play my guitar at least by this weekend, just like i used to do @home... i'm afraid that if i let this talent sit in the dust any longer, i'm gonna lose my love of it, something that made me uniquely who i was during the high school years... maybe play a buncha riffs to get my left fingers going again and build up those callouses again...

...dude, why whistle when you can actually play the song you're listening to on your guitar?(ok, that's just some random thought of mine, i bet no one knows what i'm talking about)

ever stop to wonder how damn friggin fast time flies past you? i feel like last week i stepped on this UCD campus to dwell here for the 1st time... i had similar feelings during high school, jr. high, etc... heck, it feels like the last month i was still @regnart elementary school... if time slips through our grasp like sand in a palm, we can't depend on this life for happiness, because it'll just fade away THAT quickly... if 4 years can go by so quickly like that *snaps fingers*, then we better start considering whether there's an afterlife and what we can do to benefit for that time... eternity is pretty darn long compared to this life...

sometimes i wish i could turn back time and replay all my young-@$$'d years... so many mistakes, so much pain, so many memories to relive and remake and remold... but society is hard on you... it really is... God may have compassion on you... but the capitalist society doesn't... they either expect you to crank out better than a normal person to earn your bread... or suffer for it...

bottom line; don't waste your time... you'll regret it in the future... i wish i could gather up all my useless moments in my life, recycle them into fresh moments of life to add onto this life so i could do something cool w/them... if you're in jr. high or high school, please, PLEASE do something you love...

haha... @~12:08 PM this is the away message i see on joe's AIM profile:
"Please Do Not Disturb - Genius At Work!"

sam: aw you missed our cs practice
me: maybe i saw though
me: whatever... i think i'm gonna end up playing benchwarmer this one though :-)
sam: oh...well you should practice anyway
me: unless if jerm or louis can't play again
sam: haha youve played in more games than jerm
me: heh heh
sam: he's on the injured list
me: haha
sam: and you're earl boykins
me: haha

sam: ucsb can get annoyingly loud sometimes
me: really?
me: like what type of loud?
sam: yea the town i live in right next to campus
me: music? socially?
sam: the town i live in is a half college party students, and half mexican
sam: its kinda ghetto
me: haha
sam: but i have a decent apartment complex
me: so... mexicans don't party? :-)
sam: haha either loud white music, or sombrero music
me: hahahaha
me: sombrero music... that's funny...

this site's pretty cool; it's an archive of free, nostalgic cpu games... stuff like operation wolf(i remember me and sam playing this game on my ol skool cpu to death), deathtrack(too bad it can't compensate for the faster cpus, the game runs too fast)... etc... check it out... i think i might add it to my links later... and don't forget Guerilla War, aka "Shoot The Hostages" *big grin*... Budokan... that was a BIG one... Golden Axe(too bad the files went corrupt so soon)... Zany Golf(hey, it's mini golf on a cpu!)... i could go on and on... granted new skool stuff is good too, but i'm grateful now that i got to have a such a large nostaligic library of cpu games back then... no wonder my spacebar broke so easily back then... good thing i now have a gamepad... :) i even found SPOT! an othello-ish 7up game we used to have, but i had no idea where it went... so cool, so cool...

Home Of The UnderDogs

happiness, anger, patience, impatience... always yin then yang w/me... i just wish joy stayed more prominent and visible... i hate it when questions given for quizzes/tests are very vague... pisses me off...