oh damn; lydia's aim sn is 100% right now... i don't talk to her, but i've never seen anyone like that... you either gotta piss someone off like crazy, or just have pranksters everywhere you go... wonder what happens when you reach 100%; you can't talk to anyone?

just started fooling around w/scripts for CS, aka HOTKEYS... dunno if this is a good thing about 6 hrs before a match... nevertheless, it's still easier, though it'll take a while for me to get used to

twolves lose to lakers...

warriors lose to mavericks...

wizards lose to pistons...

WHAT UTTER BULL...

(the plus side being sixers win over blazers and kings top whoever they played, but i'd rather root for warriors over kings any day of the week)

still shirtless as i'm typing this...

man, i think i'm not going to be able to give my songs serious thoughts until my chem exam's over... and even then i may be shaken up by the difficulty of it so badly that i won't be able to concentrate... just gotta follow the motto that the past won't affect you anymore, and the future's not there yet, so just concentrate on the present...

time spent in UCD w/o going home: 4 weeks(wow...)

UCD spring= cupertino summer... i am currently shirtless in my dorm as i'm typing this, because it feels that hot...

studying... that's all i'm SUPPOSED to do...

worship... that's what i'd LIKE to do...

gaming... that's what i wish i didn't do as much of...

ogl match @6 sat... must get studying done before then...

video game fun:

Mighty Final Fight for the Nes is just too fun... it's better than the original Final fight, and is funny too

CSing w/jon, tim, sam, louis and jerm's fun too... too many memories... like

tim: TIMEOUT!
louis: What, poo?

or my headshot right through tim's head to hit jon in the head i think

or the suicide nading of tim, or attempt to... like getting in his face and yelling "c'mon tim, shoot me! shoot me! shoot me! tim? c'mon!" :)

or the fact that dead ppl in CS look so retarded... like when norm lies down and is spaced out :)

"i'm gonna swing my knife like this... and if you get in the way, it's your OWWWWN fault... ah! ah! ah! ah! ah!"

but yeah... too many memories

great... missed another lecture... I AM SO FRIGGIN LAZY AND CAN'T CONTROL MY TIME... ON TOP OF THAT, I LACK THE SELF-CONTROL TO GO TO SLEEP EARLY EVERY DAY... WTH IS W/THAT?

...perhaps God helps you in everything you do, but you need to take that 1st step... maybe that's why i fail so much... i never take the initiative...

yesterday's dinner was good... central america theme... i especially liked the soup w/beef in it and the desert... pina colada flambe... seems any desert they make w/alcohol in it tastes good :)
(don't worry, i'm not drinking alcohol anytime soon)

my stomach's growling, but i'm feeling fine, it just gets annoying when you have to hear it go on and on... strange, maybe God's strengthened my ability to depend upon him and not material possessions? i'm serious, i don't feel any stomach pains... well, i still gotta go eat though, like right now...

well, i'm wondering why my small group leader didn't call me to pick me up for bible study... eh... maybe jon's dorm phone doesn't work? maybe he already thought i knew where to go? or that he thought i knew that we don't have bible study today? whatever, it's the 2nd to last day of winter break, no probs, just start next quarter, besides i do some bible studying on my own, so it's all good

NOW they tell us that the chem teacher i've been having for the past 2 quarters(who is REALLY good) is available for signup... great... just jacked over my entire schedule if i want to reorganize everything... eh... maybe i'll just study harder...

ok, have fun, maybe think about songs, shower, go to sleep... study like crazy tomorrow

Linkin Park- Somewhere I Belong... granted, i like it cause LP made it, but it doesn't sound like them compared to Hybrid Theory... softer, less turntabling... if the majority of their new songs on their new album sound the same way, i'm taking a pass and going for 12 Stones & Sanctus Real...

lesse... the new album hits stores 2 weeks later... (wow, so soon!)... hmmm...

The Call Revolution...

don't think anybody's doing the 40 day fasting and praying thing seriously? take a look... huge event @candlestick park... for free... April 5th, 7AM to 7PM, limited space though, you gotta register fast, er, quickly... btw, you might wanna click on the "revival" link on the page... wow... whadda parallel to Acts...

huge essay to write up... i wanna get it done by early wed... i really wanna attend bible study on wed w/my new small group in UCD... 9:30 PM tomorrow... THAT'S why(not to mention i got chem to study for... test's on mon)

happy bday laura(is it a good thing to have your bday the same name as an alterative rock group? dunno)...

chapter of reflection for today: Ezekiel 18

i'll look @ it later, but basically, it hammers home these points:
-you are responsible for your own sins... just because a father sins doesn't mean a son will be punished along with his father, and just because a father does right doesn't mean a sinful son will live
-likwise, God will forget all your sins if you are sinful, but come back to him

so, God was reaching towards his people and using this concept of forgiveness even before Jesus came to earth

btw you CTCC ppl... wanna wonder where our ol' skool ghetto CTCC church buildings went? haha... here in Davis! i asked jon if Davis Korean Church reminded him of our church before it was remodeled and he agreed.

finally i find out about the meaning of Lent aka Ash Wednesday, the day which Jesus supposedly rode into Jerusalem where he would later die...

Read about Lent here

so it's not necessarily a period of fasting... although you can make it that way if you want...

my "fasting"(skipping 1 meal for each day isn't much of a fast) admittedly right now has nothing to do with coming to Christ... it has more to do w/bringing down my meal numbers under control... however, i use the hunger pangs that i get for missing breakfast to suck it up and remind myself who provides what for me... and it's really nothing... i've trained myself... or should i say, God's trained me

happy bday sam...

sam: it all depends on how im feeling
sam: sometimes i can go 2:1(in CS)...othertimes its just a bit over 1:1
me: i usually never get over a 50% eff
me: i might at the very 1st 1-2 rounds, but never from there
sam: haha cuz of your damn deagle

haha... tru dat

"school's hard" ppl say... i say, YOU make it hard on yourself... it's your fault, and nobody else's... the second you admit that and realize what you need to beat that... it becomes easy...

and again i set a perfect example of this: because of my laziness, it's 2:27 AM and i'm still working on my chem lab... i could go to sleep and work on it tomorrow(which isn't that bad of an idea, since i'll still have about 4 hrs left before the due date to complete it and finish a prelab, and i'll need to ask my TA some questions, cause i'm just stumped on how to finish one of the problems), but it's kinda a dilemma...

and jon's a good example too... how the heck do you study while playing generals or watch media files at the same time? anybody? anybody?

...

God have mercy on a dickhead... see, if i had just LISTENED to myself and did work on my chem lab, i must've been able to go to sleep early today and STILL have finished all the chem lab stuff... instead, i go to sleep late, my chem lab's not done, neither is my prelab...

ouch, it's a bad day to be a bball fan that likes the same teams as me...

sixers lose to lakers...

wizards lose to knicks(although good effort by mj to try to keep the wizards in the game)...

warriors lose to bucks... and lately they lost to pistons(they're now on a losing streak... :-( )

at least magic beat the nuggets...

Shaun Groves- Should I Tell Them... right now, i really like the melody of this song...

my # of meals... are actually UNDER what they should be... expect me to either do ludicrous things like skipping breakfast or doing "taco-bell runs" or "jack-in-the-box runs" this and next week to keep it in check...