so, my vaction hasn't all gone to plan; that thing about fixing the saturn? nope; it's broke again; changing the battery didn't fix it. so that means i'm gonna have to carpool w/jon again(i hope he's not bringing too much stuff and can let me bring my guitar & green bag up; i'm not done recording my song)

plus, i spent too much time gaming on my cpu every day, which ALWAYS prompts the same thing from my mom: kee tak sze!(bad english phonetic attempt at taiwanese for: go read a book!), not to mention all the other stuff i wanted to do; i've gotten rid of the games now on my cpu which are way to easy to setup and play; only kept the cps2 emulators... and a few others...

and, i've been waking up very late lately... i don't get it... usually i can always wake up before phil does when he comes over; this time around i'm surprised to find phil getting up before i did; note that he wasn't the one who changed; i did. that took a huge chunk outta my time each day. like, 12:00, or even 1 every day. cold weather my ass; you gotta get up sometime; jumping in a pool's always gonna feel cold at the beginning...

but i've really begun to love songwriting; seems the more i tinker w/music creator with writing songs the more of its gizmos i come to appreciate... makes me wish i started REALLY doing stuff and not wasting time or gaming during my break... but from what i've done, i'm getting better at it; the latest song i'm working on is going great; how? usually i can't bear to even listen to my works after i've created them; but this time; i can't get the song i wrote outta my head, even though i'm not done adding stuff or converting it to .mp3 format; i keep hitting the replay button; this is good; furthermore; i feel like as the song is developing, that my walk with God is aligning itself again; it's like the more i feel the sincerity of the lyrics i'm writing, the more i'm living them out. and i hope it's gonna be like that; gaming's still fun, but i want it to fall in line with songwriting.

k, i should log off, before the neighbors wonder why their cable internet access is so slow, hint hint :D