aw shoot, now i can't remember if i shut off my guitar equipment or left if on at home *cringes at the electricity bill and wonders i should leave my mom, go home, turn it off, then come back to the library*

jerm is impossible to bang in against; i might as well have better success trying to move a brick wall by backing against it... at least i can still shoot over him... (reminds self not to try jumping onto him to try to block his hook; go around, dork)

it's fun songwriting... i think i almost forgot about its joys, it's one of the ways i find myself centered upon God, and i haven't been doing it too much lately, not enough... there's a bit of frustration in the process as always, but i think the end result is worth it; my drum loops sound a bit better now, and i'll prob be done with that tonight... with any luck, i'll have finally finished my 1st song for the summer tonight... no more "drummer on meth", as phil referred to it when he 1st heard my rough :D

i think i forgot the joys of waking up REALLY early... i should do it more often(did it today to drive mom to work, since the camry's being serviced); sure it feels chilly in the morning, but it's the whole notion of getting the most outta your day, then falling asleep right when nighttime falls... enjoy the light, cause God created it, ykno? whereas most of my friends would rather stay up late and wake up late... and they don't even thank God for the stars in the night and stuff... at least to my knowing...