maybe i should've gone home this week... it was easter, no one was around even for the church, and i did nothing other than some studying... maybe next time... mom even maybe thinks i don't miss her...

haha... at least my mom suggests not going to the chinese church right now's a good idea; i'm sure you've heard about the chinese-originated disease incidences... although my mom still doesn't like that i know more koreans than chinese right now...

4.20; happy birthday fill... clear your email box plz man...

"help me find the fracture in this dark sky" -12 Stones

current state of mind is very 0_0; i need to get my feeling of optimism and joy back... my best description is that i feel... stunned... unable to move... this is the toll you take when you realize how much things count for you this quarter... and how little you've strove to attain that goal...