ever stop to wonder how damn friggin fast time flies past you? i feel like last week i stepped on this UCD campus to dwell here for the 1st time... i had similar feelings during high school, jr. high, etc... heck, it feels like the last month i was still @regnart elementary school... if time slips through our grasp like sand in a palm, we can't depend on this life for happiness, because it'll just fade away THAT quickly... if 4 years can go by so quickly like that *snaps fingers*, then we better start considering whether there's an afterlife and what we can do to benefit for that time... eternity is pretty darn long compared to this life...

sometimes i wish i could turn back time and replay all my young-@$$'d years... so many mistakes, so much pain, so many memories to relive and remake and remold... but society is hard on you... it really is... God may have compassion on you... but the capitalist society doesn't... they either expect you to crank out better than a normal person to earn your bread... or suffer for it...

bottom line; don't waste your time... you'll regret it in the future... i wish i could gather up all my useless moments in my life, recycle them into fresh moments of life to add onto this life so i could do something cool w/them... if you're in jr. high or high school, please, PLEASE do something you love...

haha... @~12:08 PM this is the away message i see on joe's AIM profile:
"Please Do Not Disturb - Genius At Work!"